A new year is upon us and lots of things have changed around my world this past month. I spent yesterday morning taking down my display wall at Queen City Arts (Charlotte Art League), so for the first time in several years I will not have a studio or display space there. I have missed having my own studio, but have struggled to overcome the moves in the space and having just a wall and no place to work on the regular, just made it feel like I needed to take a step back and do some thinking. Of course it started raining just as I was moving artwork to my car, but I got it all down (except for my name which will need a ladder and some help) and back to my house. Much of it I took apart and stored. Some of it is going to be unexpected presents for friends -- things I know they liked. And some has found new homes in our house somewhere. Some of it I like. Some of it I don't like anymore. My opinions of my own artwork change, just as my taste in my own writing writhes around. But really, it's the DOING of these things matters and if I can recall how I felt when I was creating them, then I call it good.
I plan to do that thinking around making art and writing as the new year begins. I'll enter local shows and continue to volunteer with Queen City Art and Guild of Charlotte Artists. It's really fun to hang shows and I enjoy getting those previews to what people are doing with their work. And I'm doing some serious assessment work on the poetry I've been writing this past year, since the publication of my collection (Nobody Cares What You Think) in January. We'll see what I think that adds up to, what deficits might be there, if it makes a collective sense of itself, or if I just need to keep writing and see what happens.
I've lost some people this past year, some really important people. And the illnesses both here at home, with family, and with friends, particularly in the last month, have been challenging. Surreal, actually. I expect that thinking all of this through will mean yet more changes are afoot. I ain't skeered though. Change IS good. Wave to me while it's all going down, would you?

